5/19/2015
Dear Rick,
It has been nearly 5 months since you moved to your own room.
Why am I here?
We really don't spend time together.
Why am I here?
We don't talk about things that are important so our relationship can grow.
Why am I here?
You decide things with out talking to me even if they involve me.
Why am I here?
I go to bed alone I wake up alone.
Why am I here?
You get more new things then I do.
Is that why I am here?
We watch only what you want to watch never anything I want.
Why am I here?
You don't keep your word to me.
Why am I here?
You seldom pay me back the money you promise.
Is that why I am here?
You say actions speak louder then words... what do your actions say.
You say your mom is moving out June 1st because of bull shit she set into motion. She told the bank a bunch of BS and now social services is involved. Your distant and sad but you will not talk to me about it... WHY AM I HERE?
I don't want to live with your mom. She steals from me... She steals from you.
When you had problems with the boys they moved to make YOU happy not me. My happiness does not really matter. Now they are moving back in because that is the ONLY way to have more money.
I think I should just move out.. but I am to scared to set that into motion... IT is not like you show me that you want me around.
You had me find you a dentist now that I need one you wont return the favor.
Tuesday, May 19, 2015
5/19/2015
Dear Judy,
I don't know why you have always for the most part hated me. I have tried ever so hard to get you to like me.. that was until a few months ago. I gave up trying. No matter what I did as soon as you were not getting what you wanted NOT BECAUSE OF ME but because Rick your son spent the money you would talk badly about me behind my back. I don't get really what I want either but notice who does? Who is the one who ends up with the most new stuff? But it does not matter you tell Missy and whoever will listen that it is ME who is the money hungry bitch. It is ME you talk bad about. Now you have gone to far. You got your checks frozen. Why because you went and said stuff to the bank and they reported it to social security they then are making you go see a social worker. I am not sure what you said since you wont tell anyone. I am thinking based on what you told people that day that you told someone at the bank that if you didn't give me $150 that I was going to kill your dog and put you in a nursing home. Notice I did not get any of that money .. in fact I gave him all my money too and on top of that I had to pay off money rick went into to debt with and pay for a hotel for him to stay at. but some how you make me the villein in all this.
I wont ever like you because I know you will never change... Your sweet to my face with a knife to my back all the time. You steal from me... for that reason I had to put a lock on my door. You lie about me and to me. You tell me you have no money for the things you need when you actually do.
Remember the opening your bank account who paid for that when all along you had the money. You even try to get Rick to lie to me so you can swindle money out of me. Or get me to pay for your share so YOU can have more money. I AM NOT THE ONE TAKING YOUR MONEY!! why wont you understand that. I DO NOT SPEND YOUR MONEY!! I spend my money NOT YOURS!!
You don't care believe what you want ...
Rick says your moving I am guessing that is what you want too... Whether you stay or go I am done. I will not spend MORE then my share I will NOT buy your diapers any more I WILL NOT pay for your meds .. you never buy mine so why the hell should I buy yours. I will NOT pay for your trips to Duluth. They have free services that will take you. I will be respectful to your face but when your here I will be in my room. End of story...
Dear Judy,
I don't know why you have always for the most part hated me. I have tried ever so hard to get you to like me.. that was until a few months ago. I gave up trying. No matter what I did as soon as you were not getting what you wanted NOT BECAUSE OF ME but because Rick your son spent the money you would talk badly about me behind my back. I don't get really what I want either but notice who does? Who is the one who ends up with the most new stuff? But it does not matter you tell Missy and whoever will listen that it is ME who is the money hungry bitch. It is ME you talk bad about. Now you have gone to far. You got your checks frozen. Why because you went and said stuff to the bank and they reported it to social security they then are making you go see a social worker. I am not sure what you said since you wont tell anyone. I am thinking based on what you told people that day that you told someone at the bank that if you didn't give me $150 that I was going to kill your dog and put you in a nursing home. Notice I did not get any of that money .. in fact I gave him all my money too and on top of that I had to pay off money rick went into to debt with and pay for a hotel for him to stay at. but some how you make me the villein in all this.
I wont ever like you because I know you will never change... Your sweet to my face with a knife to my back all the time. You steal from me... for that reason I had to put a lock on my door. You lie about me and to me. You tell me you have no money for the things you need when you actually do.
Remember the opening your bank account who paid for that when all along you had the money. You even try to get Rick to lie to me so you can swindle money out of me. Or get me to pay for your share so YOU can have more money. I AM NOT THE ONE TAKING YOUR MONEY!! why wont you understand that. I DO NOT SPEND YOUR MONEY!! I spend my money NOT YOURS!!
You don't care believe what you want ...
Rick says your moving I am guessing that is what you want too... Whether you stay or go I am done. I will not spend MORE then my share I will NOT buy your diapers any more I WILL NOT pay for your meds .. you never buy mine so why the hell should I buy yours. I will NOT pay for your trips to Duluth. They have free services that will take you. I will be respectful to your face but when your here I will be in my room. End of story...
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