Hello Michael,
I wish I had never fallen for you.  The only reason that I am happy I met you is that is how I met Rick as for the 10 years we spent together it was all a lie.  I believe you used me like you are using Colleen now?
You lied to me almost the entire time we were together.  Then leaving like you did so sudden left a gaping whole not only for me but all the children that came into our lives.  The sad is you don't give a damn that you hurt all these people.
I am trying to learn to forgive you as the Bible says I should but I don't know how to do that with the enormous pain that I am in.  Every time your name is brought up it hurts.  Every time I have a passing thought of you it hurts.  I have no real happy moments.  Sure there are things I miss about being with you that I don't have now... however that is a reflection of my needs not how you were as a person.
Rick thinks that if you came back into my life I would go back to you but how could I.  With the amount of lies you told how could I ever trust a word you said?  Being that you left me for another woman how could I ever trust you not to cheat on me? I couldn't.... I don't think of you and smile I am not sure that could ever happen... I look at our lives together and think what a waste...
Had I never been with you I still have Sunny and Lily because "Angel" would have let Rick sign the papers instead of you and he would have been a much better father to them then you ever were.  In his mind you ruined my boys.  How could you be a part of their lives for over 10 years and just walk away like they were nothing?  You don't even care how badly you hurt them boys.  They still have issues because of how you did that.
Being the enormity of the way you lied about your crime I have to think that you are a danger to everyone around you.  I have to wonder if you did something with Peggy, if your doing something to colleen's daughter now, I hope if you are doing that sick stuff that someone stops you for good.
I am going to end this now...
Good bye Mike.  
It is my hopes that I never see you again in this life time.