R.
I don't even know what to say to you.  I am so angry.  I could care less if I ever spend time with you again.  I am so SICK of your crap.

• You lie to me so you can have what you want.  Not giving a damn who gets hurt in the process.  You want guitars... You want to smoke... You want game shit....
• You said you don't want to spend time with me because "we always argue" YOU are the one who makes everything an argument.
• You said you don't want to spend time with me because we ONLY do what I want .  SINCE WHEN?
• You accused me of wanting to be back with M.  AS if .. yeah I want less bills... Because you borrow money to get what you want that you NEVER pay back so I have to pay back money you borrowed .. while you still manage to get what you want. YET no one else can.  I also want someone who wants to spend time with me... That is not you apparently. 
• You keep saying things will change but they NEVER do.  

I love you I keep hoping that we will somehow get back to where we were.  During this last week you said it clearly though you don't think if we can get back there.  After you got super mean the other day yelling at me for having confidence that I could play well enough for your guild players in the game you had me start playing... Then I start crying because of how mean you were being you yelled at me some more .. Sorry it was the high light of your ass HOLE week.  Then to top off your week you lied to me about why D gave you money... Lied that you were supposed to give it back.. .why because you wanted game shit... Then today I find out that some of the money I gave you that put us into debt... for stuff you said we needed was used on game shit.  

Then you now wonder why I am so cold... 

hard to warm up to shit coming out of an ass.