Rick,
I am not allowed to be upset... You get what you want no matter how far behind I am in bills because of your borrowing money that YOU NEVER PAY BACK... You always get what YOU WANT... Game shit cigarettes you still get them. I seldom get what I want.
 It is not fair and I am so  upset about it but yet I am not supposed to say a damn word I have to pretend I am happy all the time.  I am REALLY sick of it.

I wish we could get on the same page but we are not even a part of the same book.  I don't know if we ever can.

• You think spending time is being in two rooms playing a game YOU chose for us                            My idea of spending time is cuddling watching something we both agree on.
• You tell me once you find a job your done with trying to be a JW but then you say your not.
• You spend money like water on stupid SHIT... games is stupid shit you can't hold it it is dumb