Hi Rick,
I knew it would happen.. The wedding has been canceled, Why? because to go through with it would mean that you would loose your medical.  You never REALLY wanted to do this anyway.. though you said you would never resent me I know you would everytime you got sick... How can I marry you when you say.. We can get married but know that I am going to die sooner then later because of it.  REALLY? you know putting it that way I would back out.. YOU KNEW THAT!! I think you were looking for a way to back out anyway.  Not like we spend time as a couple.  You block me at every turn.
I am probably going to quit my job too.  WHY work it just messes up your perfect rainbow and unicorn life.
You got mad at me because I was sad the wedding was off.. LOL you wanted me to be happy about it.. what a joke.