Rick vent letter

Hello Rick,

...........................................................Venting Letter..............................................................................

To my surprise we did pick up our marriage licence on Friday as you said we would.  Now lets see if you follow through with the rest of us.  To be honest I don't feel like a couple.  We don't spend time as a couple. we are more friends who hang out then a couple.  Sure we have sex from time to time when you want it that is.  But most the time you would rather be alone.  I often think you should marry yourself since that is the only one your happy to be around.
I don't like how you talk about Cody.  For all intense of purposes he is a normal teenage boy who never does his chores.  Is that a bad thing  yes... should he get away with it no.  That said you would never be ok with me talking about your mother with the venim in which you talk about Cody on a daily basis to me.  WAY NOT COOL.
You got a new phone yesterday.  I think it would have been more fair that I got the better phone first.  Since you owe me so much money.  However that is not how you role.  You come first most the time.  Every once in a great while you surprise me and are not that way but more often then not.
 I am sure if you are REALLY reading this your throwing a fit.  WHAT EVER... you hate when your mom does that and yet you do it ALL THE DAMN TIME
Your still smoking... WOW big shock huh!! Every damn day you say this is the last day that your cutting down that your going to do it.  EVERY DAMN day you buy another pack of smokes... complain that your mom steals some of them.  and blame my son for your smoking when you were smoked the entire time he was not here ... oh wait then it was Tyler's fault... It is YOUR fault you smoke... There is ALWAYS stress... Everyone has to grow a set and learn better ways to deal with it.  YOU SMOKE because you DO NOT WANT TO REALLY QUIT.
Just like you don't REALLY want to spend time with me just like you REALLY don't want to change anything I am supposed to change while you stay the same... oh wait that is right YOUR RICK it is supposed to be that way.